C'est La Vie!

Hi there, It's been awhile since the last time I wrote. I am now finally a Mrs. Never thought that after getting married, life gets even better. I never thought I could be this happy. It's like a dream :) Waking up everyday feeling grateful. Also, we are pregnant!!! With a little, acrobatic, baby boy (the last time we checked). I am currently learning new things day by day. The new kind of happiness The first time we got that two stripes, it was indescribable. Also the happy tears every time we peek our little swimmer through USG :') The dramatic change with my body My oh my, I never thought I could constantly feel like a balloon that is about to burst. The magical world of weird food I drink boiled water of  mung bean daily... (And I was so surprised how essential it is to pregnancy, beyond its common belief to encourage beautiful, thick hair growth for the baby) The surprising pain              and the nausea ... :'( ...

We have been together for 4 years But I am still surprised to discover new versions of him each day.. Today he had shown how bad he could express his anger. I was honestly really scared, but at the same time I felt like I wanted to protect him. He was so strong, but so hurt at the same time. I had never felt the sudden urge to hold & to comfort. "I am sorry.. All is well. We are alright.." Yet today he had also shown me how deeply he could love. I admit I have this problem sometimes to blur out... Feeling like people would understand my complicated stories; feeling like my brain is running faster than my ability to restructure words. Rangga tho' very patiently tried to untangle my words, defining it into correct, understandable sentences. I called him rude out of my defense. Then he said, "I want to teach you how to communicate correctly, clearly.. Because I spend my days with you. And after that (after the wedding), I will be with you every...

Hi there! It's been a while  :) Just want to pour my thoughts & feelings for a while. Rangga and I are having this Project FINALLY. Yes, we are preparing for our big day! After 4 years of laughter, happiness, tears & quarrels..  FINALLY!  Anyway, it is still in Jul 2017 But I am so excited! Decided not to get help from WO, we are planning it ourselves. Every weekend, starting next week, will be filled with surveying vendors, taking photos, buying stuffs. Sounds exciting, tho' I know it would be exhausting as well. When did he pop the question? As far as I can remember, we have been talking about getting married since we entered our 2nd year of relationship. Never in serious manners tho'. Alhamdulillah this year we finally  had family meet up (last Jul 2016).. We talked about it for real . So, I would honestly admit that there was no 'will you marry me' on bended knee (in fact, he never asked me t...

This is a story about how easily you can make someone feel differently about you... Yesterday. I went to the zoo with my colleagues. Revisiting the joy of my childhood, giggling while feeding the deers. I was so happy and anxious at the same time. One part of me wanted to spend longer time; Another wanted to go home. It was his day. The day he turned 28. I had not met and greeted him in person. I planned to go back at 5pm, but it was hard to find cab. Ending up reaching office at 8pm and cancelling our dinner. But he was kind enough to wait. Fortunately, he had some works to get done. We spent the rest of the evening together; eating at our fav humble place, sharing hugs and laughter. I was so grateful of the simplest, purest love we had. He said he was happy that he could spend his birthday with me. Little did he know, I was the happiest human to hear that. Today. We started the day awfully. He asked me whether he could have his gift exchanged. The new be...

Hi ya! It's been 5 years since the last time I wrote. My last post were all about working my ass up during internship. Good news that I have graduated & found a job that I love! I have been working in a media agency as a connection planner. Currently trying to graduate once again (this time master's degree). I will take a one-month-unpaid-leave to finish my senior thesis. Starting 28th of Mar... *fingers-crossed* To sum up: Life has been different I spend most of my time at the office, most of my nights at the campus & most of the weekend overwhelmed by so many things to catch up. I have been committed in a very happy relationship.. I think this time is for real (read: I can see him as my future husband & we plan to get married next year. Amin). My mum & dad are healthy.. But, I meet my little sister couple of times a year. She stays in Jogja to finish her study. I earn fine.. Allowing me to travel to new places, at least once a year. An...